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K-Y Weekend!   
03:43am 20/10/2007
  I promise, for those very few of you who still see this journal (hopedfully more than i imagine,) i will eventually post a kentucky update. for those of you who live in ky, well, fuck you!  
     

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i am 30! [in base 9]   
06:12pm 05/04/2007
 
mood: mellow
music: wblv 90.3fm
yep, it was my birthday yesterday, for the 27th time [28 including the day it all began.]  quite a bit of fun its been, too.  this has to be the first time i have ever celebrated my birthday every day from saturday to thursday [thats right, the day after my birthday, we are going out for more birthday beer.]  what the hell, tomorrow we are going to see grindhouse - i think ill just consider that the finale of a solid birthweek.

is it normal to receive more birthday wellwishes from bookstores, fan clubs [not mine, others], & interest groups than from actual people i know?  im not saying that no one did; just that i got a lot of automatic messages.  maybe its a sign of my identity beginning to slip away from the concrete world, & into teh web.
 
     

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with an "a"   
08:34am 28/03/2007
  a surveying consultant called the office a moment ago, & when i spelled my name for him, he told me it was pretty. i thanked him.

welcome back, livejournal.
 
     

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progress   
07:21pm 16/01/2006
 
mood: pumped!
music: billiam's warm-up set
tobacco smokers, your days are numbered.

BEGINNING MONDAY, 16 JANUARY 2006

Areas affected by Chicago smoking ban

- Public transportation facilities, including waiting areas of public transit stations

- Restaurants without bars

- Restaurant areas more than 15 feet from bar counter

- Hospitals/nursing homes

- Theaters

- Aquariums, galleries, libraries, museums

- Schools and universities

- Public elevators

- Convention facilities

- Polling places

- Common areas in trailer parks and residential buildings

- Retail stores, shopping malls

- Sports arenas, including ice and roller rinks, swimming pools, bowling alleys, gymnasiums and arcades

- Grocery stores

- Public meeting, assembly areas

- All city vehicles and facilities

Source: City of Chicago
 
     

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Leslie & the LYs!   
07:15pm 09/01/2006
 
mood: cool
music: Leslie & the LYs - Christmas Rap
last night was one of the greatest indie-rap concerts of my life )

if you ever have the opportunity to see Leslie & the LYs, do not hesitate!
 
     

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fun on the town   
03:34am 08/01/2006
 
mood: happy
LEGOS! )
 
     

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this is not news   
03:22am 08/01/2006
 
mood: astonished
music: relics
i dont know what is wrong with the pittsburgh news, but they actually had live, on-scene coverage for this article: Caught On Tape: Person Slashes Inflatable Bear. ok, i really do feel bad for the woman whos possession was destroyed, aside from personally thinking that inflatable outdoor christmas decorations are possibly the worst & most tacky idea evar. but this is major news? & the police are pursuing it? are we in pleasantville?

this was clearly a premeditated, terrorist attack on pennsylvania. who will be next?

other than that, how can KDKA possibly be a pittsburgh, pennsylvania station? anyone know something i dont?
 
     

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07:12am 09/11/2005
 
mood: disappointed
detroit, oh, detroit,
city of my french fathers,
are you still so lost?
 
     

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the next day   
09:07pm 06/11/2005
 
mood: yeah
music: DEVO - the complete truth about de-evolution
so yesterday it was apples, & today it has been soup. but first, breakfast:

drinking a cup of olive oil was not awful, but not something i would like to do regularly. i like the taste of olive oil, but it does have an acrid taste that is normally mild, but by around 3/4C it was rather strong. the lemon juice in warm water did its job of cutting the oil, but it, too, was a bit much. laying in bed for an hour & mentally following the mixture through my belly was a little strange.

the thing i did not consider in advance is that eating apples means probably not eating hot food. thursday & friday were over 70, so it wasnt a concern, but yesterday it was cold & raining, so that would have been nice. next time i plan on having apple sauce, & possibly baking some apples.

the rest of my day has been rather... uninteresting. im sure i wasnt the only person thinking that a cup of oil was going to result in a powerful evacuation, but there is nothing of the sort to report. instead, sam & i went way, way down on the south side to 111th, to explore the Pullman Historic District.[1][2][3] being a sunday evening, it was rather uneventful, but still a nice, open neighborhood. the historical tours are definitely worth remembering.

note to suzie: )

note to ryan: )

P.S. THE BOUNCING SOULS FECKIN RULE!
 
     

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the cleanse   
01:22pm 05/11/2005
 
mood: yeah
music: xoc - SMW from archive.com - get it!
yes so, i am "smack-dab" [etymology, anyone?] in the midst of my first apple fast, which really is as simple as it sounds: one apple every hour that i am up [not even coffee or diet coke, suzie.] the point of my fasting is to detox, not to lose weight. i started friday morning at 7, & am ending when i go to bed tonight. so far it has gone prefectly fine, other than that my mouth is a little acidic, & my gums a little sore. going out to the fashion show at sound-bar lastnight & only drinking water was... different. actually, not as bad as i anticipated, since i had a reason not to drink.

i imagine there will be a follow-up journal tomorrow, to see any changes. i wake up, drink a cup of olive oil, immediately followed by a mug of warm water with one lemon of juice, & then i go back to bed, laying on my right side. it should be interesting. also, because i am fasting for 2 days, i have to give myself two days to adjust back to eating regularly, so sunday will most likely be a lot of miso & soup, & monday a lot of miso & soft brown rice.

other than that, i watched the newer [2004] Criterion Collection's release of Fritz Lang's M this morning, & it is without question one of my new favorite films.

oh yeah, & i am going to riot fest this afternoon, which will RAWK! i should finally get to see the souls, along with the misfits & the germs, & more.
 
     

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review   
09:59pm 24/10/2005
 
mood: snooty
music: the black cat
Bowmore Darkest Sherry Casked Islay Malt:

color: full amber
nose: peaty, spicy, & sherry [obvious]
body: medium
palate: sherry, sweet & smoky
finish: dry & lingering, & smokier still

note: my sinuses are still rather dysfunctional. if i find this to have changed drastically in the next few weeks, along with the ambition to do so, i may post an update.

because i know how many of my friends are scotch appreciators. /pointless sarcasm
 
     

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for good, or for awesome   
10:36pm 23/10/2005
 
mood: its over!
music: WLUW - avante garde community radio
i went to aurora yesterday for joe's birthday party. the only real highlights were the dj's & band, especially joe himself.

i danced so hard that i fell down twice. i hurt a lot now.

today i saw Serenity, & it was great - even better than Firefly, i think.

i also discovered a noteworthy friend today. bitch'n.

finally, the SOX totally just pulled off one of the most exciting wins i have seen this year, putting them ahead 2-0 in the series. for a moment, i even tingled with antici...
 
     

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update.   
01:49pm 17/10/2005
 
mood: ick
music: koyaanisqatsi
today i am not at work. i called doug lastnight before bed to tell him whatever had descended to my chest at the end of last week had overrun my body on sunday, so i most likely wouldnt make it at allRead more... )

sunday i woke up on joe's floor down in the loop. we still had james' car after driving him home that morningRead more... )

saturday was about recovering from the previous night, & cleaning around the house, & making a pointless trip accross town, & cooking a rather good meal, & going to a house party in a fabulous loft, & making it a night on the town, & ending up in the loop at 6am.

friday i was a fashion model for chris & leanne, co-owners of euro trashRead more... )
 
     

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WOOOOOOOOO!   
10:07pm 12/10/2005
 
mood: YEAH!
WHITE SOX WIN GAME 2!
 
     

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it must be that time of year.   
07:44pm 28/09/2005
 
mood: mourning
music: leaves on the front yard tree, signaling the coming season
today has been one of the worst days in recent memory.

hobbes died today, a year & three days after ribby tips, & about 4 years after pugsly. A 15 year-old yellow tiger with a clearly siamese personality, he had been in decline for some time, & today his kidneys shut down.... )

i love you, hobbes.
 
     

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ROBOTS!   
11:41pm 26/08/2005
 
mood: pumped!
music: chicago public radio
HOLY KATZENFLOCKEN, THIS IS SO INSANELY SWEET!

Synthetic Knight Yearning for Battle, Accurate Learning and Logical Sabotage


& then they tell me i can get this on a t-shirt? im going to have a heart attack from awesomeness overload. as we all know ["we" being those of us who will survive beyond 2012], ROBOTS RULE. that Robert Hamburger kid is a good kid, but he is so misguided. its too bad that he & his guitar-ninjas will ultimately go down in flames at the hands of ROBOTS... WITH LASERS!

at least some of my friends see the gleaming, metallic truth:
& have aligned with us.


...in other news, i am packing tonight, & moving to ukrainian village tomorrow. things are about to get CGN.
 
     

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cheering quietly   
06:29pm 23/08/2005
 
mood: at peace
music: the pyrophobe - kick in the heart
the internet came back at work today.

let us rejoice, with a fine abbey-style ale from goose island.
 
     

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if its not perfect, i will perfect   
11:41am 22/08/2005
 
mood: perfect
music: Run, DMC, & JMJ
i am in a place which, to me, no longer exists.

thursday night i showered, packed, & caught a train. we were around indianapolis when i drifted off, & i rewoke for cincinnati, crossing the river into kentucky before resuming comatose. somewhere in there, i did more than to cross state lines: i woke up a year earlier, crossing the river into west virginia.

from that point on, this has been a dream state. everything looks familiar, & i am overtaken with memories attached to people & places, & actions. still, there is a rift between here & reality, & i dont know what could make me want to cross back. the mountains, river, & bridge are unchanged. half of the faces are familiar, & the rest can tell me just as much about myself. "you must make a really strong impression wherever you go." at this point, i give up, & begin agreeing.

having been prepared to return to theatre west virginia as no more than a past member & audience, i must have been deceiving myself to be practical. that i stepped in & ran the light board when half of the crew was ill &/or injured is not unheard of in my history. the best thing it did was reinforce my sense of time travel.

in the last two days i have woken in the homes of people who mean the world to me. people who will soon be spreading even farther apart. i confess, every time we are together, i am a little afraid of how long it could be before we come together again, or if this might be the last time. but why worry? i have lost total contact with so few important people in my lifetime, even if years go by in between.

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now i am back. trains are magic, & somehow the train was late enough to give me an extra hour of erin, & an extra hour of river & mountains, but it recovered that hour to arrive here precisely on time. no other vacation has ever been such a vacation. i am refreshed.


p.s. on the train back, some gaming nerd who knows nothing about utilikilts was wearing the new one, the one i want, & he said his wife got it for him at gencon. oh, i was envious & disgusted.
 
     

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hella saturday   
08:00am 17/07/2005
 
mood: untired
music: postal service... you mean there is something else?
i told someone the truth today.
truths i have told nearly no one, never.
because she tells me her truth
because she deserves my truth &
because i need to be brave once in a while.
what kind of person wants one thing,
yet encourages a person toward the opposite?
the kind i have always been.

i also failed to tell the truth today.
a fact that defines the relationship we have,
compared to what it was in another life.
because i pretend that i can protect her
because i have to think of myself first &
because i wasnt truthful with myself.
i am never merely the same person twice.

i returned to an old place today.
4 years ago, i visited robb, & we saw a band he knew
in some loft, near some 6-way intersection.
a year after that, the loft became occupied
by an artsy group, maintaining the same air.
tonight was the farewell party to the space,
with an extra-action marching band & everything.

i had breakfast twice today.
once, around 4pm, after more than an hour of
a delicious crash course in french wines.
again, after the second sunrise,
after a full night of joyous, drunken,
serene, divine awareness
. (h.miller)
 
     

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fed up   
07:37pm 07/07/2005
 
mood: annoyed
music: BBC world news
in order to completely trivialize the already absurd rainbow of terrorism, today the threat level for public transportation alone was elevated to "orange plus." why arent roscolux & crayola in charge of this bullshit?
 
     

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